Weaponising the Triangle: Part 1 | How the Scapegoat Is Made to Compete for Their Own Worth

When the Teacher Becomes the Lesson

I must admit, I basically gave up trying to find someone to mentor me a long time ago.

As someone who walks with the scapegoat archetype, finding a teacher brought a whole slew of challenges I had neither anticipated nor wanted.

I longed for a teacher in my early spiritual life. You know the saying, when the student is ready, the teacher appears? Well, apparently mine missed the memo.

I could feel the calling within my soul to teach, but I thought I needed someone to show me how. I did not believe I had the wherewithal to do it on my own, so I kept looking outside myself for teachers and mentors who might show me the way.

Instead, over the years, I encountered more than a few people who were supposedly in service to others but who, when I looked beneath the surface, appeared remarkably self serving.

These same people often had the marketing down to a tee. They knew how to present themselves as wise, loving, spiritual and evolved. But sometimes, when you dug a little deeper, there was surprisingly little substance underneath.

What troubled me most, however, was not what these people taught.

It was how they treated people.

Because you can say all the right things about awakening, soul evolution, shadow integration and service to the Divine, but eventually your relationships reveal what your words cannot.

So I largely learned what to teach and how to teach it by discovering, through some rather painful experiences, how not to do it. Some of my greatest lessons came not from being shown the way, but from experiencing first hand what happens when those entrusted with guiding others have not done enough of their own work.

They may know how to talk the talk, but that does not always mean they walk the walk.

It was not how I wanted to learn, but learn I did.

Eventually, I reached the point where I said, “No more.” I stopped searching for someone else to show me the way and asked Spirit to lead me towards what I needed to know.

And strangely enough, that changed everything.

What Those Teachers Taught Me

My own experiences with teachers are part of the reason I developed my classes very differently.

I did the work on myself because I never wanted to become an instrument in harming another person’s development, as some teachers had been in mine. I never wanted another person to have to become smaller so that I could feel bigger. And I never wanted somebody to leave an encounter with me doubting their own value because I needed to reinforce mine.

This is only my own experience, but I have found it incredibly difficult to find teachers and spiritual facilitators who have genuinely integrated enough of their own shadow to hold real spiritual power responsibly, while remaining honest about their imperfections and the very human flaws we all carry.

These days, I am fortunate. I have a handful of wonderful people in my back pocket when I need guidance. I can count them on one hand. They are humble, have done an extraordinary amount of work on themselves, remain deeply human and honour the sanctity of all.

Above all, they are genuinely in service to life.

Interestingly, the last few courses I have attended have also been genuinely positive experiences. And that has given me food for thought.

Perhaps what changed was not simply the teachers I encountered, but me.

As I became more integrated and learned to listen to the voice within, I stopped automatically assuming I must be the problem when something about a teacher felt off. I became less willing to believe that somebody had the answers for me simply because they occupied the position of teacher.

I learned that I could learn from somebody without handing them authority over me.

The Best Teachers Never Stop Learning

I also never want to stop being a student. Teaching can easily tempt us into believing that because we have something to teach, we have somehow finished learning. We can become attached to the title, the role and the idea that we are now the one with the answers.

I think remaining a learner is one of the things that keeps a teacher humble. It reminds us what it feels like to sit on the other side, to not know, to question, to be challenged and to discover something that changes what we thought we understood.

That beginners mind is something I would encourage every teacher to embrace.

Our teaching becomes richer when we remain willing to be taught and do not think we have all the answers.

Learning to Recognise Fool’s Gold

Perhaps discernment changes not only what we see, but what we are willing to participate in.

I had to learn the difference between gold and fool’s gold. From a distance, both can glitter. It is only when we look beneath the surface that we begin to recognise the difference.

And perhaps that is why the true gold has become easier for me to recognise.

Perhaps being a scapegoat has something to do with that too, because there is a good chance we will be among the first to notice when something does not quite add up.

The scapegoat is often the canary in the coal mine.

We notice the difference between what is being presented and what is actually happening underneath. Sometimes we cannot immediately explain it.

We simply know that something feels off.

And this is where things can become particularly painful.

Because when somebody who is invested in maintaining a particular image realises that you can see behind their perfectly curated mask, they may not examine themselves first.

Instead, they make you the problem.

One of the ways this can happen is through weaponised triangulation: a relationship dynamic in which another person becomes the means through which your own value is called into question.

And because the scapegoat has usually spent a lifetime being blamed, we are remarkably good at finishing the job ourselves.

That is what makes this particular form of manipulation so insidious. It does not simply exploit our need to belong. It reaches into the scapegoat’s deepest wounds: the fear of exile, of being cast out, and ultimately, of having no rightful place in the world.

When Spirituality Becomes a Persona

Perhaps we have become too impressed by spiritual personas and not interested enough in how somebody behaves when there is nothing to be gained from appearing spiritual.

Because spiritual language is easy.

Spiritual identity is easy.

Marketing spirituality is apparently quite easy too.

But who someone really is becomes clearer in how they use power, how they respond when you challenge them or see things differently, and how they treat people who have nothing to offer their image.

“Its’s my experience that how a person used power is the most reliable test of their character.” — George K. Simon Jr., In Sheep’s Clothing

And sometimes the first person to notice that difference is the scapegoat.

Which is where the triangle begins.

Inside the Triangle: How Weaponised Triangulation Works

Weaponised triangulation is not simply about jealousy. It is about power, hierarchy and control. One person is elevated, another diminished, and the manipulator remains at the centre of both their attention.

In its simplest form, three people occupy three positions: the manipulator, the golden child and the scapegoat.

These are not necessarily fixed positions. The scapegoat and golden child can change places when it serves the manipulator.

Something else I began to notice with some of the teachers I encountered was that I was not always placed in the scapegoat role. At times, I was placed in the golden child role too.

And, rather confusingly, the same teacher could switch me from one to the other depending on who the third person in the triangle happened to be.

With one person, I could be the one being praised, included or singled out. Bring somebody else into the dynamic and suddenly I could be the one being ignored, diminished or made to feel that I had somehow fallen out of favour.

Experiencing both sides of this taught me something important. Being placed in the golden child role did not necessarily mean I was more valued, any more than being placed in the scapegoat role meant I was less valuable. My position could change according to what was useful within that particular triangle.

The manipulator’s position, however, remains the same: at the centre of the triangle, controlling the dynamic.

The manipulator creates an imbalance by treating one person as more important and valuable than the other. The golden child receives praise, attention, recognition and inclusion. Their achievements are noticed. Their opinions matter. Their presence is acknowledged.

The scapegoat experiences something very different.

Their contributions are minimised. Their achievements pass unnoticed. Their needs become inconvenient. Their efforts are criticised. They may be ignored in conversations where the golden child is enthusiastically engaged with, praised and celebrated.

Nothing overtly abusive necessarily needs to happen.

The scapegoat simply becomes invisible while being forced to watch somebody else be seen. In response, they work even harder, trying to earn the manipulator’s attention and approval in the hope of becoming visible again.

And that is precisely what makes this form of triangulation so powerful.

Control Sits at the Centre of the Triangle

The manipulator controls the currency of the relationship: attention, affection, recognition, belonging and approval.

They give generously to one person while withholding from another.

The message to the scapegoat gradually becomes:

They have value. You do not.

Or perhaps more accurately:

I decide whether you have value.

Once another person has been positioned as the authority on our worth, their approval becomes something we can begin competing for.

The scapegoat may try more. Give more. Become more accommodating. Silence any resistance. Suppress their own needs. Tolerate behaviour they would once have challenged.

Their attention gradually shifts away from themselves and towards the manipulator.

What have I done wrong? Why do they prefer them? What do they have that I do not? How do I get back into favour?

The manipulator does not even need to issue direct commands.

The scapegoat begins regulating themselves.

That is control.

Manufacturing Rivalry

The golden child now becomes the visible representation of everything being withheld from the scapegoat.

Comparison inevitably follows.

Two people who may have had no reason to compete are placed into competition for something that has deliberately been made scarce: the manipulator’s approval.

The scapegoat starts asking:

Why are they better than me?

And stops asking the far more important question:

Why is this person treating us so differently?

That shift of attention protects the manipulator.

The scapegoat is no longer looking primarily at the person who created the hierarchy. Their attention has been redirected towards the person who appears to have what they have lost.

The horizontal relationship becomes the battleground while the manipulator remains at the top of the triangle.

That is one of the most effective aspects of weaponised triangulation. The two people beneath the manipulator can become preoccupied with each other, while the person responsible for creating the imbalance escapes scrutiny.

Why the Scapegoat Learns to Blame Themselves

There is another reason this dynamic can be particularly effective against the scapegoat.

Scapegoats are often highly reflective and over responsible.

When somebody has spent much of their life being blamed for what goes wrong around them, self blame can become automatic. Before asking whether another person has behaved badly, they ask what they themselves have done wrong.

They analyse themselves relentlessly.

Am I jealous? Am I projecting? Am I too sensitive? Is this my shadow? Have I misunderstood? What is wrong with me?

This capacity for self reflection is valuable, but without discernment it can be turned against them.

The scapegoat can become so accustomed to taking responsibility for the emotional atmosphere around them that they assume every disturbance they experience must originate within themselves.

Yet sensitive and empathically attuned scapegoats can be highly receptive to the unspoken emotional and psychic undercurrents of a situation. They may register hostility beneath politeness, competition beneath apparent friendship, exclusion beneath social niceties, or a discrepancy between what somebody is saying and what their presence is communicating.

They sense that something is wrong, sometimes long before they can explain what it is.

But this is precisely where their conditioning can interfere with what they perceive. Rather than trusting themselves enough to pay attention to what they are sensing, they turn the scrutiny back upon themselves.

Instead of asking:

What am I picking up here?

They ask:

What is wrong with me?

They may even feel ashamed for what they are sensing, persuading themselves that noticing something uncomfortable about another person means they are being judgemental. When we have not yet learned the difference between judgement and discernment, seeing clearly can itself begin to feel like something we are doing wrong.

So they dismiss what they noticed, explain it away, or convince themselves that the problem must lie within them. In doing so, they begin to gaslight themselves out of their own perception.

Their sensitivity, if trusted, should have alerted them that something within the picture was not quite right. Instead, it becomes entangled with a lifetime of conditioning that has taught them to doubt what they perceive and assume they are probably the problem.

The Hidden Cost of Remaining the Golden Child

To the scapegoat, the golden child may appear to have it all. But their position can also be conditional.

The scapegoat learns:

I need to regain my position.

The golden child may learn:

I need to maintain mine.

One can therefore be controlled through the withdrawal of approval while the other is controlled through the promise of its continuation.

Both remain oriented towards the same source, competing in different ways for the next fix of the drug: the intoxicating high of being seen, chosen and valued.

The scapegoat also demonstrates what happens when somebody falls out of favour.

This can make it difficult for the golden child to challenge what they are witnessing because recognising the unfairness of the hierarchy means recognising that their own privileged position exists within it.

And because these are positions rather than fixed identities, the golden child may also have something to lose.

The person being elevated today can become the person being devalued tomorrow.

When Nobody Else Can See What Is Happening

“While you experience hurtful patterns within the relationship, the world may still be seeing the charismatic mask.”— Dr Ramani Durvasula, It’s Not You

One of the most isolating aspects of weaponised triangulation is that not everybody in the room is seeing the same face of the person.

They are experiencing different masks.

The scapegoat and golden child are experiencing very different versions of the same person. The scapegoat is being devalued while the golden child is being affirmed.

And that difference matters, because it can make the scapegoat’s experience almost invisible to everybody except the scapegoat themselves.

The golden child is receiving the warmer, more affirming version of this person, so they may genuinely experience them as loving and supportive.

They do not necessarily have to be consciously participating in the manipulation.

Their own positive experience can make it difficult to recognise the mistreatment of another, particularly when it bears little resemblance to the person they themselves have come to know.

Eventually, the scapegoat reaches a point where they begin to think:

Something is wrong here.

For perhaps the first time, they begin to consider that what they are experiencing may not simply be a problem within themselves. They reach out to the other person, hoping they might have noticed it too.

The golden child, however, has been given an entirely different experience of the same person.

They may look at the manipulator and think:

“I don’t see it. They’ve always been kind to me. Are you sure you’re not taking things too personally? Maybe you’ve misunderstood what they meant. I just haven’t experienced them that way.”

Without even realising it, the golden child sends the scapegoat straight back into the self doubt they were only just beginning to emerge from.

Perhaps I am too sensitive. Perhaps I have misunderstood. Perhaps it is me after all.

Now the certainty they were beginning to find starts to unravel, and they are back where they started, questioning whether they can trust what they see.

Both people are honestly describing what they have experienced.

The difficulty is that they have each been given a very different experience of the same person.

From the golden child’s perspective, it can be extraordinarily difficult to recognise that someone else is being shut out when they are the one being welcomed in.

What is being withheld from the scapegoat may be precisely what is being given so freely to them.

Sometimes the mask is impossible to recognise when, in your presence, it has never slipped.

When Spirituality Becomes the Mask

This can become even more difficult within spiritual circles, where a manipulative person may be exceptionally skilled at presenting themselves as spiritually evolved.

They may speak beautifully about love, consciousness, service and the evolution of the soul, while behaving very differently towards the person they have privately positioned as the scapegoat.

The false spiritual persona they wear is not the same as truly walking the path.

That path asks us to confront and integrate the false self, and to earn wisdom through lived experience. If we genuinely walk it, humility and a desire to serve something greater than ourselves should deepen along the way.

The Hero’s Journey asks us to return with the gold we have gained through our experiences and use it to help those still finding their way. Not reserve it for the chosen few who make us feel important, validate our position or reflect back the image of ourselves we most want to believe.

If the wisdom we worked so hard to gain is only shared with those who feed our ego, then what was the journey for?

That is not service. It is ego wearing the clothes of service.

All the right spiritual buzzwords can roll easily off the tongue, while that same person carefully chooses who they control, diminish and harm behind the scenes.

The scapegoat’s perception of the situation is then skilfully dismissed by the manipulator as projection; their concerns are blamed on their own unresolved wounds; and their refusal to participate is taken as evidence that they have a lot more “work to do”.

The person they present to the world can be very different from how they behave behind closed doors or within certain relationships.

When the Scapegoat Reacts

Eventually, living inside this dynamic takes its toll. The scapegoat may become anxious, angry, competitive or defensive.

Then comes one of the most damaging reversals in the entire dynamic.

The scapegoat’s reaction is taken out of context and used to confirm the very story being told about them. Their distress is no longer seen as a response to what has been happening. Instead, it becomes proof that the problem lies with them.

“Why are you getting so upset?”

“Why do you always take things so personally?”

“Why are you making such a big deal out of this?”

“Why are you always looking for something wrong with people?”

What caused the reaction quietly disappears from view.

All that remains visible is the reaction itself.

Just like a magic trick, everyone sees what happens in front of them, but few notice the workings of the magician that made it happen.

The scapegoat’s anger becomes the focus rather than what provoked it. Their defensiveness becomes the problem rather than what they were defending themselves against.

What was done to the scapegoat disappears from the story, while their reaction to it becomes the story.

For someone already accustomed to questioning themselves, this can be devastating. If everyone else seems to see their reaction as the problem, they may begin to believe it too.

Perhaps I did overreact. Perhaps I am too sensitive. Perhaps I really am the problem.

The manipulation has now come full circle. The scapegoat no longer needs somebody else to convince them that their perception is wrong.

They begin convincing themselves.

Where the Triangle Leads Next

And perhaps this is where the real work begins.

Because seeing the triangle is one thing. Learning to trust what we see after a lifetime of being taught to doubt ourselves is another.

In Part Two, I want to explore what happens when the scapegoat begins to step out of the role they have been assigned. What happens when they stop automatically accepting somebody else’s version of events, begin listening to what they have been sensing all along, and discover that leaving the triangle does not necessarily mean the triangle is finished with them.

We will look at what can happen when the scapegoat finally refuses to participate, including the smear campaign that can follow when the old story no longer has their cooperation.

But more importantly, we will turn towards the Seer within.

Because stepping out of the triangle asks something more of us than simply deciding that we were right all along. It asks us to develop the discernment to recognise what belongs to us, what does not, and when our inner knowing is trying to tell us something worth listening to.

The triangle begins to lose its power when the scapegoat stops asking everyone else to tell them what is real.

That is where we will begin Part Two.

Beyond the Illusion of Who You Were Taught to Be

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